Individuality
The idea or mentality that “time is running out” is something that always seems to dominate the psyche of “the citizen”.
If one wishes to join a society, to be of a community, for example, one relinquishes a little bit of their inherent individuality, i.e., one’s freedom to pursue paths less often chosen. There is boundless discomfort in uncommon paths, and the mere vision of them in the mind’s eye can be enough to deter “the citizen” from ever wanting to experience them. The safer, beaten paths are, thus, chosen: education, job, family, legacy. Repeat.
Education. Job. Family. Legacy.
“Time is running out” and, commonly, one opts not to linger in feelings of stagnation to reflect on where to go next. Stagnation terrifies. Stillness and silence intimidate. Choices must be narrowed down to a single decision that, in turn, must be acted upon in order to “move forward”.
If you embrace it, however, you may come to understand that emptiness is not an enemy to you. Rather, it is more like a mentor, a presence that has always been at your side to support your ability to see ahead more clearly.
Picking something and hoping for the best is a decision-making tactic made by those who fear the passage of time. The flow of time, though, does not aim to dominate you or your life. Indeed, if it has a conscience, it likely cares little of our existence. It is something that operates on its own, independent of all that is around it. The flow of time is, truly, “individual”. It stands out and it attracts attention for not adhering to external pressures.
Full Circle
Perhaps the moment before death is the only time we understand one another. Perhaps it's not possible to understand one another at all. Perhaps death itself is the great equalizer of life, taking away thoughts and feelings and opinions, and putting people together onto one equal plane. From birth onward, through the stages of maturation, persons, individually, travel their own paths to understanding life and how to live it. We come to understand things differently from others. Practically, spiritually, romantically... beliefs will always differ in the details. If we're lucky, we find a "kindred spirit" or several. Ultimately, it takes great effort to comprehend the thoughts and feelings of those around us, those who influence us and, most especially, those we don't particularly care to listen to at all. However, regardless of how much we come to believe it, we may not actually understand fully what another is intending to convey. One can say "I love you" and another can still interpret the meaning inaccurately.
History always repeats itself: conflict always erupts from differing opinions, peace always alleviates based on an attempt to understand, and breaks apart again when beliefs misalign. Perhaps the most that is achievable is to mature alongside one another, parallel to another's path and trajectory, equal and harmonious until those paths diverge again. Perhaps "understanding" is only a temporary solution to conflict. Perhaps "conflict" is a temporary necessity to peace and understanding.
